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shotgunned cans like flowers
drink yourself to death
watch you fall asleep alone
pissing the bed
lock me up inside you
where everything dies
haunting me like a ghost
that’s never known a body
you can’t have mine
you’d cut off your nose
just to spite your face
just to serve it to me
on a silver tray
shoot yourself in the head
just to spray the guts
on your baby portraits
flowerbeds and altars
made out of bottles and vomit
no i don’t love you anymore
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i fell in love with a bad bad man
and ever since i met him i've been sad sad sad
i'm a jailbird to your music, i'm a criminal in your prayer
i watch you when you sleep, even when you're not there
rainbows wept colors all over the street
when you went away, maybe one day we'll meet
lipstick i'd wear for one million years
just to stop your eyes from fallin them tears
i fell in love with a bad bad man
and ever since i met him i've been sad sad sad
i'm a jailbird to your music, i'm a criminal in your prayer
i watch you when you sleep, even when you're not there
rainbows wept colors all over the street
when you went away, maybe one day we'll meet
one day we'll meet, one day we'll meet
one day, yes baby, we will meet
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i watch from a tower in the back of my mind
i watch from a window as the living walk by
down below
walking with quiet dreams walking out quiet day
and in my head
i might be sorry it makes no difference now
i might be wishing I had some place to go
hit the streets
out in search for the self that has left me lying
and I never seem to notice
it's too late before I know that all
the love inside has been empty
the world we made has been ending
and like a ghost that hangs around and won't forgive its earthly sins
i've carried on this love for you
it's how my body lives
my darling, how are you
how have you been lately
i only seem to speak to you of superficial things
creator, you destroy me
you know my hunger well
and yet you starve me
until I'm begging on my knees
and these are a few of very many things
i can't begin to say out loud
if only this song could carry us on
but I know I'm only entertaining myself
i felt that even after I've been stripped of all my pride
there still remains a place for you to crawl up inside
to crawl up inside, to crawl up inside
and I'm out of my mind
out of my mind
murderous bitch I'm out of my mind
i'm out of my mind
to be in love with you
the way that I'm in love with you
the way that I'm in love with you
fuck this and everything we've done
fuck you
fuck you and your lies
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some1 new (banks cover)
04:52
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i can love you desperately
though your love ain't guaranteed
oh, I wish you knew the deal
gotta learn from far away
and I simply needed space
space for me to be
and I think you need it too
though I know you call me selfish for assuming
i did this for you too
you still got me around your finger
even though I'm far away
please believe me when I say
everything i do, i'm gonna think of you
don't know what else to do
you got me, you got me, baby
everything i make, i only make for you
baby, be patient for me
and please don't fall in love with someone new
i promise one day i'll come back for you
oh, you say you hate me now and you burn me with your words
calling me a fool
saying that i fucked up everything and you'll never forgive me
though i'm doing this for you
baby, can't you see if there is such a thing
of loving someone so much that you need to give them time to let them breathe
but you don't understand
i wish you understood
oh, i hope one day you do
everything i do, i'm gonna think of you
don't know what else to do
you got me, you got me, baby
everything i make, i only make for you
baby, be patient for me
and please don't fall in love with someone new
i promise one day i'll come back for you
believe in you, believe in me
we're meant to be together
i told you, weren’t lyin'
i know you aren’t relying
and now i am supplying you the time and space to let you grow
into the person that i know, that i know you could be
and i can be grown too
and i'll come back to you when i am ready for you, baby
i ain't ready for you now
i'm not ready for you now
please don't hate me
everything i do, i'm gonna think of you
don't know what else to do
you got me, you got me, baby
everything i make, i only make for you
baby, be patient for me
and please don't fall in love with someone new
i promise one day i'll come back for you
i promise one day, i'll come back to you
i promise one day, i'll come back to you
i promise baby, one day i'll come back to you
i promise baby, one day i'll come back to you
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i wake up and i creep
down the hall to your feet
where i lay like a dog for you
in silk down to my knees
wet with spit, red with need
three fingers in, you go deep
reach inside me, please hide me
somewhere they will never find me
i will always come to you when i'm weak and empty
with my wedding night blues
when i need you to fill me
like you do
i wake up and i creep
down the hall to your feet
love he gives that i don't need
grind it to dust with my teeth
rose in neptune in the blue moon
all the darkness goes into you
when we're lost in the holy bedroom
when i feel you inside but i still need you
i will always come to you when im weak and empty
with my wedding night blues
when i need you to fill me
like you do
i will always come to you when im weak and empty
with my wedding night blues
when i need you to fill me
like you do, like you do
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tried to bend your kneecaps and they shattered, tried to move your legs but they bolted your joints together, and the more you tried, the more you knew, this had been the way they’d built you, in the body of a ball jointed doll, you’re so fragile you can’t move at all
but i just want to touch you and i promise i won’t break you, if you would be my doll just for a day, then i would put you back into, back into your case
pieced your limbs together with chalk-ware skin, painted the cupid’s bow above your lips, you’re so beautiful but so delicate, the porcelain cracks up your back and neck, in the body of a ball jointed doll, you’re so fragile you can’t move at all
but i just want to touch you and i promise i won’t break you, if you would be my doll just for a day, then i would put you back into, back into your case
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9 (willow smith cover)
04:14
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breathing's easier under water
i can see sky from here
please remember, all you've taught her
i can see god from here
if only i could stay, if only i could stay for you
i would, try
if only i could wait, if only i could wait for you
i would, for life
if only i could stay, if only i could pray
if only i could wait, if only you could stay
up, up in your zone,
yes, you're all alone yes i'm all alone
not negative, just different
you wanna have lunch, and i wanna have a picnic
you wanna go up, i wanna just fly all night
cause baby you
got me tied up in this love thing its tough cause i,
want to love you but you, keep being so afraid, afraid
if only i could stay, if only you could stay
up, up in your zone
yes you're all alone, yes i'm all alone
getting in the car, we cruisin', going down the PCH, im gonna get a smoothie
never had a problem, but i know that you gon' do this, cause you the smoothest
blue is the emotion, that i'm feeling
apology’s an option, let me hear it
what took you so long to finish your storm son
not negative, just different
you wanna go out, i wanna finish living
you wanna get up, when i could just lay all day, with you
i could just stay all day, with you
hey baby, you're sack of potatoes, we could grow eyes for later
moments to savor
we made, we made, we made art, art
i can't stop, stop, you've blown away, away, away
i don't wanna play no more, i'm not a kid no more
i've did some things, that you can see, that i've been gone away
that i have room to be whom i want to be, and you don't even talk to me
it's three, it's three, it's me, it's moi, it's jay, it's all these days
my days are numbered, you can come through
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last night i saw your face in the hallowed light
you were standing taller than the mountain side
your long hair flowed down in blues and whites
i just stood there, bathed in the quiet
no, you say you'll cut your bangs
i'm calling your bluff
when you lie to me it's in the small stuff
you say you'll cut your bangs
i'm calling your bluff
when you lie to me it's in the small stuff
now your mouth is foaming like a rabid dog
and where the river flowed is now a clouded fog
your teeth are gnashing louder than your monologue
and i just stood there bathed in the quiet
no, you say you'll cut your bangs
i'm calling your bluff
when you lie to me it's in the small stuff
you say you'll cut your bangs
i'm calling your bluff
when you lie to me it's in the small stuff
now the flesh is melting off of your bones
the maggots around your heart make themselves at home
where the river flowed i am left alone
i just stood there, bathed in the quiet
no, you say you'll cut your bangs
i'm calling your bluff
when you lie to me it's in the small stuff
you say you'll cut your bangs
i'm calling your bluff
when you lie to me it's in the small stuff
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